sweet lucy
your lips black as bing cherry
spine sinuous sweet
as sweet black earth-curves
diamonds
inexcavate
bright red with
heat.
sweet lucy, lucy,
sweetest lucy.
half-nape,
total clavicle,
all
fluid
all
deep impact.
cosine
i find you move
at the edge of mind
like finger: quiet cellular nail.
half-moon. excavate.
teach me for that
the sine. teach me that
quite, quite sine.
but i was blank like the yellow moon, blank
like teeth in a sale window, blank on display
and inside worked so carefully your finger,
your nail like half-moon, your diatribe of hair
and your square tooth.
you soft me, whole me, you cover me in your lead
and your belly-smelting of furs and naked petals.
bruise like magnolia. and your jaw so firm.
you sluice me: pour yourself through cracks in skin and bone, and you harden, and i break. i break so hard and far, break cosmically, time wrapped about space like hair about a cunt. slush and fluids, splinter of light--light sharp, under nail, slammed to the bedpost.
i remember stones.
tasting of heat and shoe.
the smell of day.
i remember the dry academic feel
of the crinkling moss-tops:
rhizome like a sweater
i enjoyed--a comforting appeal.
i remember your high white tops.
the spark of sand against teeth, the feeling
of eating box.
there were no mistaken words,
no speaking fracas. splinters and the taste
of wood in sun: warm, soft
pricking against a tongue
roseate as dawn.
stentory
visionary taste
as of peas.
crack of dark stint
alpine smell--blue white cut
into blue sky
the smell of vision.
deep purpled oyster and the crank stem
of the greased machine: silver
sated taste of saltines,
bright cheddar:
cypresses bend in absent wind,
bent to silence and misery.
they hold their bending
like a trophy.
i,
replete as emptied,
personally.
quietus
i should have figured you in five long ago. the bright version of your presence and the dark surge of my blood to the base of the skin and out like red surging statue. sparks freed as if from twain gears charging each other sides on sides. i am distinctly attenuated as if to sound. beat being more than sound. it is magnet as if pulse. it keeps us in two or more. and it is physical because it pulls along heart through teeth and against skin. all art being body words therefore those to which i subject myself like i would subject sharpnesses to me.
carve in the blossom. carve in the hard bloom. winter shines out and flowers come into the earth.
meanwhile the wind rises, as if about itself, as if about itself.
a drip through the shutters. solo: droplet and working mouth, lip opening and closing like your moth--as if, as if, as if (beat, beat). tongue tonguing itself.
i am watchful for
every sound. things bleed
through the wall
and i
cannot stop them:
rifts sifting out, seeming smoothed
like milky time
and then
noise. listening is to have bled:
body weeping red.
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