i'd never really thought of this as an option before, but circumstances dictate that opportunity is ripe for something to be done, and why not have it be this? you know? i mean, i spend a lot of time saying, "who am i? what am i doing wrong? what am i missing? why am i missing it? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?" and it does not, technically, get me anywhere (partially because it points out the fact that i might not be shallow, but i am certainly self-obsessed).
hey, that's just not true. self-recrimination masquerading as self-obsession gets me a lot of places. but i've already been to said places. i want to try out something new.
yeah, this neue wege will not last the night, i'm pretty sure. it's the same mania that used to infect me after watching too much queer as folk season 1. i used to get drunk and want to be brian kinney. right now i just want revenge on all the men who have made me feel like a freak for years and years and years because i don't know how to play idiotic games, or play them by the wrong rules. again, this probably won't last the night.
also, on a side note, who likes fluffy cake? what's the point there? dense cake is so much better. the end.
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