wrung

soundless.

i'm so tired. i guess it's better to be asked to give something than not to be asked for anything, right? but i do wish there were some sort of medium. i need a break--and i'm greedy, so i don't give myself one. i'm willing to do everything possible because i'm greedy for experience, for opportunity. i'm trying to learn, but i don't yet know how to care for myself. and other people can't care for me--i know this. even if they want to, they don't know how, because they don't know the exact nature of my needs, because language is never that specific.