Tuesday, March 30, 2010

she said it to no one

i'm not wild about the following's style of poetry, but i'm interested in the idea of telling the truth...what do i do with pain? what do i write? what sound do i inscribe against pain? it's an interesting question, even. i have an opportunity, here.


the fall

is there a point
to regret?

that which
i have been
too damaged
to try, too
piecemeal
to

accept--


i write
words
that run
down the face
of the truth.
they have
little to do
with their own
beauty.

is there
anything
to regret--

anything,
truly,
to mourn?

the velvet husk
splits, torn;
the blossom
presses through;

i feed
its root
this mangled
tongue

and words
rain down,
split,


thrust through,
pulsing with longing.

is there anything
to regret?
is anything
so totally
lost?

no sunrise;
no sunset;
no wind, no
swift-fallen drop
of rain--

thank you, darkness--
thank you, hell god--
you prepare me
as a banquet--

you lay me out,
you turn me out
into a feast--


for within this
sucking
darkness

there is
a great
tenderness

that batters me
as a heart.


my love
unfolds.
my love
trains
my tears
to be
its own.

my love
meets
my mouth--

my love
sanctions
my end--
my love
invites
my fall.

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